Great Day, Bad Day

I really dunno how to feel today. In some ways it has been such a great day, yet it also has been such a bad day.

Yesterday night, Blacks and I hit a ditch. One of the worse ditches we have ever hit. I don't wanna go into details, I just hope we can pull it off and be ok again. Cos at the moment, it doesn't seem to be ok at all. Wonder if I am thinking too much......Partly due to this, I had a very restless sleep yesterday night.

I love you. Poo Poo Man. PPP or no PPP.

Partly also due to work. Hit a ditch there too. In some ways with this job, I feel like the ham in between to bread, being squash under pressure. The boss of the other department kinda gave me a talking to yesterday when really I feel that it was not my fault whatsoever. I can't help it if my boss changes his mind. My job is basically to translate between 2 people. What control do I have? I am only 1 insignificant pawn in the entire chess board.

My friend hit a ditch too. Some f**king bugger decided to hassle her over basically nothing. Affected her quite badly....poor thing. BACK OFF BUGGER. You are crazy. Sort yourself out first.

Then again, I came to work this morning moody and ready to run myself into the wall, I had the glimmer of hope. The interview I went on Friday, called me back and offered me the job. At the same moment, another company called me for an interview. After much thought, I decided to turn down the job offer. It just doesn't feel right. Maybe Im just shooting myself in the foot but I just didn't get the right feel when I saw the working environment.
But well, at least its an opening of hope.

At the same time, I just got a door slammed in my face again. The job I'm so pending for just rejected me.

Great Day, Bad Day.

To motivate myself; I have put this on my desktop.

Remember:
You are on a low carbohydrates diet.

Less starch, less rich, less noodles, more veggies.

That no matter what you have parents who dote on you,

sisters who are there for you and

you know your boyfriend will always loves you.

You are the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.

The sun at the end of the storm.

The light at the end of the tunnel.
*SMILE*