I've striked gold

Yesterday, for the first time in almost a year, I felt really good about myself. Like finally I can see a destination. See fruits of my labour. See light at the end of the tunnel. Walked to the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.

Sure. I am still earning peanuts and quite financially strapped, but I can feel it in my bones that something good is coming. Something GREAT is coming.

Sure. I havent gotten a reply from SQ for the stewardess position. But it doesn't seem so important anymore. If it comes, Great. If it doesn't, I don't think I will beat myself up for it. As my wise sister told me yesterday; "It's not about being beautiful or ugly. Its about whether you look like the generic Singapore Girl." So it just means I don't look generic?

At least I feel there are other stuff coming in. My current work is keeping me very busy but happy. I'm not sure whether I want to do events on a full time basis, mebbe if the money is reasonable. I have half a foot at the door of an FMCG MNC company, an industry which I would really like to go into and I have an interview on Friday for a management trainee position in a Travel Agency, an industry that I have a passion for and think I am suited for it. Nonetheless, I look forward to the future and anticipate what holds for me.

My bestest of best friend went back to Scotland yesterday to pursue her PhD programme. Gawd, I never imagine I would know anyone (especially someone so close) who is/will have a salutation of Dr. That's so cool.