Back to work on a bitchy and moody Monday. I desperately need a break. A breath of fresh air. A walk in another place. Or at least, more SLEEP!
Had quite a eventful weekend starting from Thursday.
14 April 2005
Blacks was on leave and I wanted to take half day but I couldn't last min because of M.C.B (basically its work). But nonetheless, we went for dinner at this restuarant Al Dante along Boat Quay. We had a ceaser salad and a mushroom soup for appetizer and for main course italy's answer to OLD CHANG KEE (calzone) and a lobster cream sauce pasta.I bought my baby dinner because I finally got my first pay check. After dinner, we went for a walk and blacks told me something that I til now find it hard to believe. We were talking about Agnes and he referred to Agnes as my Auntie and I told him to call Agnes by her name because she is not even twice my age. Then he went on to say that she must be twice my age at one point. I said it can't be because if she is 13 years older than me..how can it be twice my age? Then he pointed out that when I am 13, presumbly Agnes is 13 years my senior..she will be 26 when i am 13..isnt that twice my age? I couldn't believe it and I kept laughing.
16 April 2005
Another Saturday that we planned to go to the beach but to no avail. We went to Parkway to kai kai and have lunch and by the time we got home, it was time to go pick up the BBQ food, go back to Hougang to pick up letters and see his dad. But when we were at Parkway, we were SPIES for his sisters cos we went to their rival company to pick up brochures for her. She then let me try on a $15000 ring, if I din remember wrongly. It was 1.06carats and it was beautiful!!!!! My fingers are ugly but the ring was BEAUTFUL. We went Parry house that evening for BBQ. Parry's dog Enzo is sooo cute. So Big. So Lazy. I tried pulling him on the leash but I ended up making him sit then lay down. But he wouldnt budge.
17 April 2005
My Blackie went back to camp for duty. I went out with Audrey and we ended up at JP (Jurong Point) where she became the proud owner of a BRAUN epilator. And I finally got myself a new coin pouch and bought myself new slippers!
I actually started writing this entry since Monday. Just couldn't finish it.
27 more days. YOOHOO!
Monday, April 18, 2005
Monday, April 11, 2005
For Once.
For once, on Sunday, I lost control
For once, I took it out on my computer
For once, I couldn't stop crying
For once, I wish I never need to wake
For once, I can't stick a smile on my face
For once, I can't see the end of the rainbow
For once, I reached out to my sister and cried out for help
For once, I saw my baby helpless for he couldn't help me
For once, I just want to take off and leave everything behind
For once, I feel like the weight of the entire world rest on my shoulders
For once, I want to be someone else
For once, til now, I can't hold my tears
For once, I feel immense emotional stress
For once, I really wish someone tells me what to do
For once, I hear my sister say she has never heard me so down
For once, my baby tells me its not worth seeing me this way
For once, I truly doubt myself
For once, I can't see light at the end of the tunnel.
I seek solace. I need peace.
For once, I took it out on my computer
For once, I couldn't stop crying
For once, I wish I never need to wake
For once, I can't stick a smile on my face
For once, I can't see the end of the rainbow
For once, I reached out to my sister and cried out for help
For once, I saw my baby helpless for he couldn't help me
For once, I just want to take off and leave everything behind
For once, I feel like the weight of the entire world rest on my shoulders
For once, I want to be someone else
For once, til now, I can't hold my tears
For once, I feel immense emotional stress
For once, I really wish someone tells me what to do
For once, I hear my sister say she has never heard me so down
For once, my baby tells me its not worth seeing me this way
For once, I truly doubt myself
For once, I can't see light at the end of the tunnel.
I seek solace. I need peace.
Friday, April 01, 2005
April Fools Day
Happy April Fools Day to all! Although I dunno what's there to be happy about. Firstly it is not a public holiday and secondly you won't be very happy if you had a prank pulled on you. Well I shall declare this day APRIL LOVE FOOLS DAY. For all who like me think that love is ALMOST the be all and end all of life. That one with no love have nothing to hope for in life. And I am not just talking about heterosexual or homosexual love, it should also incorporate family love, love between friends / fiends or simply just having a passion for something.
So on this APRIL LOVE FOOLS DAY. I am happy for my the love i give and receive to my parents and my sisters. My friends especially the 3 girlies (you know who you are). But most of all, to Blacks! You made me into a LOVE FOOL. But I am willing to be your fool anyday. Hermm...seems like I am begining to be the more love-dovey, romantic, mushy of the both of us now....
Here, I want to congratulate my dearest PJ Hong in getting her scholarship. You shall be the Permanent Head Damaged (PhD) and the rest of us shall just be content with our beautiful shallow mind.
So on this APRIL LOVE FOOLS DAY. I am happy for my the love i give and receive to my parents and my sisters. My friends especially the 3 girlies (you know who you are). But most of all, to Blacks! You made me into a LOVE FOOL. But I am willing to be your fool anyday. Hermm...seems like I am begining to be the more love-dovey, romantic, mushy of the both of us now....
Here, I want to congratulate my dearest PJ Hong in getting her scholarship. You shall be the Permanent Head Damaged (PhD) and the rest of us shall just be content with our beautiful shallow mind.
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