Yup, we failed in our first attempt of getting our first home.
I spent at least half hour crying my heart out.

What did we do wrong?
Why we didn't get it?
Did we not submit our application early enough?
Did we not appear enthusiastic about the flat when we went to view it?
Did we fill in the application wrongly?
How could we have better our chances in getting a flat?
When did they decide who got the flat?
Who actually got the flat?
Is god playing tricks on us?

DID WE NOT WANT IT ENOUGH?

So many questions that will never be answered. Fact remains that we didn't get the flat. Period. No arguing.

I felt so guilty because I had just last week ask Hei whether we can give up Sengkang and wait for Premiere. From his previous entry, the worse of the worst has come true.

WE ENDED UP WITH NOTHING.

Having had a few days to think about it, I starting to think this might be a blessing in disguise. True, we really like Premiere. But it is more expensive and more than we budgetted for.
At least now, if we buy a resale flat, we probably can get it a more affordable price, a bigger unit and in a more mature estate. So it can free up our finances a bit and it may be easier to sell in future. More importantly

WE CAN MOVE IN SOONER!

Oh well, at the end of the day, I suppose its BUILDING our first HOME that's IMPORTANT. It shouldn't be about the house. It should be about the HOME.

HOME. HERE WE COME....