My new movie idea

K k, I know I havent finish writing my last movie. So instead of trying to write a script this time. I am going to just give the plot and let you guys tell me whether it is a good plot and whether it would be a movie you want to watch. For this movie, I'm leaning towards the Asian cinema...Hong Kong or something.

I haven't thought of the title but a brief idea was to call it;

Beyond Beauty

2 childhood friends, a boy and a girl, grew up in 2 very different environments. They both had lived in the same building when they were kids but during their teenage years, Jake's parents business boom and they moved to the upper side of town. Mindy's parents were blue collar workers who didn't earn much and with 4 children to raise, money was tight and Mindy was forced to discontinue her studies after Year 12. Due to her family circumstance, Mindy didn't bother much about how she looked/dressed and her looks were hiding behind a pair of large plastic frames. Jake, on the other hand, was the only child and his parents gave him everything. Born with model good looks, Jake had an exquisite taste of fashion and was well endowed with the trendiest of clothes.

Even though they grew up in different environment, the 2 friends remain close throughout their lives, meeting up often to catch up with each other. With an eye for business, Mindy started her own pet shop and was doing well. She still dressed like she was stuck in the early 90s and her hair was constantly held up with many 'nuts and bolts' and her looks were still hiding behind those plastic frames. Jake was an investment banker/model/artiste who was enjoying the high life but loved Mindy's company for he knew she was the only one true towards him because she knew him before he got famous.

Mindy had always had a crush on Jake, but he didn't know it.

One day, one of Mindy's close friends opened a beauty salon and invited her over. Jade had been trying to get Mindy to go for a makeover forever but the thrift Mindy just didn't see the need to. As an 'opening offer', Jade decided to give Mindy a makeover herself and it turns out well, she was going to hang Mindy's photo at the shop front.

True to Jade's words, Mindy's makeover was a huge success. Jade not only made over Mindy's face and hair but gave her new clothes to wear as well. Uncomfortable as she was, Mindy thanked Jade and quickly exited the salon. En route home, Mindy bumped into Jake who couldn't recognise her and started hitting on her. Afraid Jake would laugh at her and secretly loving the attention she was getting, Mindy decided not to tell Jake that it was her.

In the months to come, Mindy had to struggle with 2 personalities; Mindy and Mandy. Mandy was the name she gave to Jake for the made over look. While Mindy was shy and reserved, Mandy was more outspoken and extrovert.

Jade was the only one who knew the secret.

Wedding & Marriage

Bridal Gown By Vera Wang.....The queen!

I accompanied a friend today, to the bridal shop that she was going to get her wedding dress from. She had earlier showed me a picture of the dress and after hearing my comments, she decided she bring me to the shop for me to see her wear and give comments.

Well, on the way there, she told me that she would most likely be 'scolded' by the bridal shop owner for going back so many times to try the gown. But girl, you only get married ONCE. Make it right for yourself!

But looking at all the beautiful dress, I became very excited for the day to come when I wear my WHITE DRESS. Just off hand, I think I would like a tube dress, with some diamonte for detailing purpose but a relatively big can can. Plunging back line and no lace.
A few months back I went on QUEEN VERA WANG website to have a look at her designs. Now, I feel that although I think her design philosophy is 'less is more', I think I would like more detailing. I went back to her website today and found most of the gowns quite simple. But I wondered whether it was the models that made me unexcited.

I hope when its my turn i find that perfect dress that fits my imperfect body.

Grow Old With You

I heard this over the radio recently while driving back home from camp. It made me wanna speed all the way home and give you a big, big hug... and the song, its been on my mind since... it kinda describes how I'm feeling about us, so Baby, this is for you.

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I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you

I wanna grow old with you

~~

Baby, I want to apologise for not being able to spend enough time with you recently, having to be on Stand by and also training for the evaluation. Please hang in there and I promise to make it up to you whenever I can. Thanks for being so understanding and patient with me. I love you. Muacks.

blacks.

Headline news!

Murder at Hougang Ave 8

Another case of 'body parts' murder has been discovered at the lift lobby of Block 447, Hougang Avenue 8, today. The body of the victim, a white female believed to be a model, was found naked and scattered loosely. Her pelvis and right leg was found dangling off the post boxes. It is believed that the murder has decided to challenged the authorities by this seemingly sadistic joke.

2 civic minded couple found her body on 1st January 2006 while visiting the man's mother at her Hougang flat. The woman still shaken by their finding said that they had notice some 'sitting' on top of the postal box from afar and suspicious, however, it was broad daylight and they didn't think such a balant dumping of body would occur.

The victim's naked upper body and left leg were found in the near by rubbish bin some 2 meters away. The rubbish bin seemed to have been rumaged and the authorities believed that the killer must be been looking for something in the rubbish bin.

No blood stains nor fingerprints were found at the scene. The authorities are appealing to the public to call 1800-Igot-atip (1800-4468-2847) should anyone have any information about the murder.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

~~*~~*~~HAPPY NEW YEAR~~*~~*~~

to my family, my friends, my acqquaintances and random people who simply just browse through this senseless blog.

I wish for everyone to be healthy and well this year.
I wish for everyone to TAN DUA LUI (hokkien for EARN BIG BUCKS!)
I wish for everyone to find their true romance or at least have a fun filled journey in their romantic lives.
I wish for everyone to find fulfillment in whatever you do ie. work, study, work & study.
I wish for everyone to wake up every morning thinking it would be a great great day...and it is.
I wish for everyone to never have nightmares
I wish for everyone to fulfill their dreams

To my family:
Dad: I wish for you to have more more money!!!
Mum: I wish for you to find your path. To be able to holiday more and play more mahjong where you'll win win win!!!
E-Lin: I wish for you to have your bundle of joy, make me an AUNTIE!
E-Chiing: I wish for you to sing better. To get more job offers that pay you great and to DANCE DANCE DANCE!!!

To my friends:
Jessie: May your route towards PhD goes smoothly.
Audrey: OUVERT OUVERT OVERT!!!!!!
Huiru: May you find yourself, and your destiny.
Lynnette: To always have the exquisite taste in all aspects of life. May you find your ALEX TOH.
Debby: Hmmmm.....I actually dunno what to wish you for....MORE MONEY!
Wendy: To always win at the wordy games
MC: To never be sad, upset, depress and moody. Happy!!!!
Lynn: I hope you can find your true happiness. You deserve it

Love you guys.. All of you.

End of the Year Poem

2005 was really swell
I tried a lot and it all went well
I made new friends who's really cool
I wore a dress that made men drool
Hong Kong, Taipei, been there done that
Blackie's lap is where I've sat
Hong Kong's fun and I love so much
It's so unique there's only one of such
Taipei's great, the food was better
The men, the food, I prefer the latter
To Al, a man, to whom Im so grateful
With him, I never need to ever be bashful
Thanks to him, I went travelling this year
His voice I miss and always long to hear.
The year was fun, guess what I did
Auditions I went and tried to bid
For a spot in show biz, but I didn't make it
Well, at least I tried and love it to bits!
2 army functions I attended with Blacks
So proud of him but something lacks
A smile on his face for he looks so cool
A 'sua-ku' woman beside him's a fool
Blacks and I are still going strong
I know he loves me in a thong
New friends I met and old friendships rekindle
I dined at Jack's Place in the light of a candle
2005 was a great for me from toe to head
I look forward to the 06 ahead!!!

My Year. This Year. 2005

Year 2005 has certainly been one hell'va journey for me. No. I don't mean it in a bad way. In fact, I think 2005 has treated me fairly, actually, it has treated me DAMN F**KING WELL.

Thanks to Guan-Yin-Ma for giving me the strength to step out of my comfort zone and the courage to TRY.
Thanks to my family who has been nothing but supportive towards my choices and been there for me during my down times.
Thanks to my friends who has kept me entertained this year. Thanks to the rainbow/carebear club for initiating my into it. Thanks you to my 3 best friends for the 8 years of solid friendship.

I specially want to thank 2 people here for putting their faith in me this year;
Debs: For your TREMENDOUS faith in me. You landed me my first job and I will never forget it. I kinda wanna say something very grateful like 'You're like the sister I never had", but I can't cos I already have 2 fantastic sisters. But its somewhere along those lines. Just want you to know that I admire your focus and dedication when it comes to work and I look forward to working alongside with you.




Al: Thanks for showing my the ropes. You can be considered my FIRST boss, and even though we had our 'wanting to kill each other' times, you set such a high standard for a Boss that I will find it hard to 'replace' you. Thanks so much for bringing my to Hong Kong and Taipei. I still don't believe you actually believe in me enough to bring me. Well, at least thats what I want to believe.
Love you. Muacks!!!!! Kekeke

Let's tell you what my activities are this year.

Jan-Feb :: Pretty normal. I was unemployed and looking high and low for a job. Noone gave me a break. Noone called me for an interview even. January was the month that Blacks went to help in the relief efforts for the victions of the Southeast Asian Tsunami (26th December 2004). I did 2 days of voluntary work at the National Volunteers Association or something like that. Helping to co-ordinate the efforts here. Although it wasn't much, but I'm glad I could help.

Mar :: I wish I have photos to show, but my PC crashed and wipe everything out. Blacks and I celebrated our 1 year anniversary on the 19th March 2005. As we had dinner, I glazed into the eyes of the man sitting before me and a sense of warmth rushed over me. I am so happy that I found the one. Muacks Babe!

I also got my first full time job, although it was a contract job only. I felt so much ownership to the project, I lived it, I breathed it, I even dreamt about it.

Apr:: Blacks decided to be sweet, picked me up from work on 19th and we re-celebrated our 1st year anniversary because the crashing of my PC wipe all my photos away. Although it was a short night and we din take half as many photos as we did, we had a fantastic dinner date.

April was also a damn busy period for me at work. I hit a rut this month too.....

May:: I WENT TO HONG KONG!!!!!! For those who don't really know me, I am very fascinated by this city that never sleeps. I watched enough HK movies to love it on the big screen and the city didn't let me down one bit! I LOVE IT!
May also marked the end of my first full time job, when the tear down began on Hong Kong MAS, part of my heart tore too.



June: Out of a job again, but enjoyed the break from the hectic working schedule from MAS Hong Kong. I helped out at CommunicAsia for the Panasonic booth.

July:: Love was in the air was Mark proposed to E-lin. Although it was not like the movies, but its not about the romance. Its's about the love. It's about the committment. Congrats!!

Aug:: 'We are Singapore, we are Singapore. We will stand united hear the lion roar.' As we celebrated Singapore's birthday, we had our very first National Day Party. Barbeque and a whole load good company. I also had a surprise call from a guy who ask me back for MAS TAIPEI!!!!

Sep:: I TURN 23!!!!!! 'NUFF SAID.

Oct:: BLACKS TURN 28!!!!!
I attended my first OCS Commissioning Ball and had a blast. Although I didn't eat much, the entertainment was rather lame and didn't talk to anyone else except Blacks, I thoroughly enjoyed myself. And I was so proud sitting next to my man.
Nov:: I started my new job at a marketing communication firm. My first desk bound job. B.O.R.I.N.G

Dec:: CHRISTMAS!!!!! NEW YEAR!!!!

Thank you, Guan-Yin-Ma

Dear Guan-Yin-Ma,

You must have heard my pleas. Because after tell you my heartstrings, I felt an immediate sense of calm and warmth.

I only plea to you again, I hope no one gets offended reading my blog. I say how I feel and finish feeling once I spit everything out. So please, Guan-Yin-Ma, bless me with everyone's understanding and forgiveness.

Thank you.

With love,
Me

The darkest period.

Dear Guan-Yin-Ma (Goddess of Mercy),

Have you been busy lately and forgotten about me? Or have I not prayed to you much lately? In the past couple of days, I have been having a lousy run of luck. In my 23 years of life you have given me, I have never had such bad luck as I have yesterday. And it seems like it is not going away.

12th December 2005

7.50am - Woke up feeling a little Monday blue as usual. The weekend flies by so quickly. But I brace myself for the day ahead and look forward to a new day. I did my usual morning routine, only to find out that my hair is so curly. I use my flat iron for 5 mins, only to realise that the plug has gone loose and the power was switched off. I plugged it back and waited for it to heat up again. But bad hair day. My hair just couldn't be straight yesterday.

8.02am - Where is my Ezlink card? Where is the bag that I have my Ezlink in? The beginning of the run, my mother took a bag she hardly use, didn't empty the existing contents and went out, bringing along, my trustworthy Ezlink card. I woke my sister, wanting to get her to drive me to work, only to realise, when she woke, that the car wasn't even around. Mum took the car and forgot her phone. No way to reach her.

8.20am - Missed my bus. Waited another 10 mins for the next one which brought me to work at 9.15am. Bad start to the day.....

9.20am - Took a deep breath and began working. Rushed an almost impossible deadline for my client. Also realised that one of the vendors gave me the wrong thing. Oh well, its work. Shit Happens.

12.30pm - So Hungry. Need food. Need lunch. My colleagues and I decided to try this place we hardly go. The coffeeshop was crowded but we still sat down and order. After waiting for 30mins, only 1 out of 7 plates of food arrive. 45mins later, everyone's came. Except mine. The auntie forgot about me. I was fuming. Hungry & ANGRY. To make things worse, the auntie used her oily hands to pat my back in attempts to calm me down!

4.00pm - My best friend is coming home this evening. Would really like to go pick her up. I ask to borrow the car. I msged her and asked, but reminded her that if she needs to use the car or if its troublesome its alright. She told me ok, but then 'slap' me with a bunch of terms and conditions as to what time I need the car. Whether can I wait til 830. What time I can drop off the car for her so that she can drive home after the late night movie. In some ways, I am very disappointed because I would like to for once use the car, for once use the car with the electronic key with the remote alarm. I rather you tell me 'No, I need the car'. Then to tell me ok but give me so much constraints. Yes, I totally understand the nature for which the car was bought. Yes, I know that I kinda have my own car. But it seems like from the day she passed her test and got her licence. Its no longer our car. I feel guilty as I am saying this for I love her so very much. Yet, I cant escape the frustration that I feel sometimes, especially days like yesterday. Before your licence you used to take public transport, why does it seems like you no longer can stand taking public transport now? Am I being unreasonable?

6.00pm - I was excited and ready to leave work. Anxious to see my best friend who's going through a rut herself. Beep. I got a message to inform me that I can only take the vehicle at 7.15pm. Forget it. By the time I wait for the car and stuff, i would only be able to meet my best friend at 9pm. Im just gonna take a bus.

7.40pm - Finally arrived at my best friend's place. She's lost so much weight, she getting 2-D. We trottled to Blk 85 in hopes of getting a sumptious meal but instead, we got re-grilled chicken wings and re-fried oyster omelette and the girls ate bland pork mince noodles. Nonetheless, the company was priceless.

1.00am - 12th December has finally ended. I prayed for the end of my bad luck. Sleeping in the arms of my lover sure made things a whole lot better.

13th December 2005

7.40am - I woke up to a dark gloomy day which started raining after I stepped out of the shower. I phoned my mother who said she'll come back and fetch me to work. So I took my time to get ready. When she came home, she ask if I could go to work late. She was going with her friends to a place near my work place at around 9ish and was picking her friends up at 845am. Mum, I don't own the company. I wish I do but I don't. If I can don't turn up for work at all i would, but I can't. I need to earn a living. Why does everyone has to make me feel like I'm second priority?

8.15am - In my rush to catch the bus, I left my shawl at home and dropped my umbrella cover along the way to the bus stop.

8.45am - Freezing in the bus. Wondering what have I done to deserve these.....

Guan-Yin-Ma, I know I am not exactly an angel. But I haven't done anything that have caused much harm to people. Please watch over me ok? I'm not too sure how much I can take.

Thank you.

Regards,
Me.

The importance of Pillow Support.

My neck is very sore....making me grumpy.

Pillow support and comfort
It is a very comforting feeling to have just the right pillow to rest an achy, tired body on. In addition to providing comfort, the right pillows can also provide the necessary support for the neck and spine—alleviating or preventing many common forms of back pain and neck pain.
Main benefits of pillowsUse of a pillow while sleeping has two main functions:

Support: From a physical perspective, pillows prop up the head, neck and shoulders - keeping them in alignment, relieving pressure and counterbalancing the points in the body.
Comfort: From a more subjective perspective, pillows create a feeling of comfort, which aids in getting a good night’s sleep and feeling well rested.

Mattress top pillow
The traditional pillow is the mattress top pillow - used to provide support for the head, neck, and upper spine while the body is lying in bed in a resting position. For optimum support, it is best to select a pillow that has the following characteristics:

Pillow is designed to keep the spine in natural alignment
The human neck curves slightly forward (to sustain the weight of the head when upright), and it’s important to maintain this curve when in a resting position.
If the height of the pillow is too high when sleeping sideways or on the back, the neck is bent abnormally forward or to the side, causing muscle strain on the back of the neck and shoulders. This type of position may also cause narrowing of the air pipe, resulting in obstructed breathing, and sometimes snoring, which can hinder sleep.
Conversely, if the height of the pillow is too low, the neck muscles can also be strained.

Based on the body’s measurements and personal preference, the pillow should maintain a height of 4 to 6 inches, properly supporting the head and neck (and shoulders when lying on back).
Pillow feels comfortableA large part of what makes a good pillow is personal preference. If the pillow feels comfortable, it’s likely to help one relax, get a good night’s sleep, and feel well rested in the morning. The pillow's surface can also be a source of comfort - some people prefer a pillowcase with a cool, smooth feeling (such as cotton), some prefer warmth (such as flannel), etc.

Pillow is adjustable
To help the pillow conform to various sleep positions, it is best if the pillow can be adjusted to fit the unique shape and curves and sleeping position of the user. A pillow should mold to one’s individual shape and alleviate any pressure points.

Pillows for each sleep position One’s sleep position will dictate how a traditional mattress top pillow can be used to provide the appropriate support.

Using a pillow while sleeping on the back. When lying on the back, a pillow should support the natural curvature of the cervical spine, with adequate support under the head, neck, and shoulders. When sleeping on the back, the height of the pillow should be lower than in the sideways position. Placing a pillow or two beneath the knees further alleviates any back strain, and is the gentlest position on the back.

Using a pillow while sleeping on the side. When lying on one’s side, a pillow should support the head and neck such that the spine maintains a straight and natural horizontal line. Weight should be evenly distributed so as not to create unnatural bending or pressure. Some people may prefer placing a small pillow or rolled up towel under their waist while lying on the side for additional support.

Using a pillow while sleeping on the stomach. If sleeping or resting on the stomach is preferred, the pillow should be relatively flat, or the head should rest directly on the mattress, so that the head and neck aren’t turned unnaturally to either side. In this position, it is often best to place another relatively flat pillow under the stomach to help the spine keep its natural alignment.
Over time, most pillows will begin to lose their firmness and no longer support the neck adequately. When the pillow has reached this stage, it should be replaced.

(taken from http://www.spine-health.com/topics/cd/pillows/pillows01.html)

The old lady

Today, I brought a bagful of Delimanjoo to work. My colleagues all had a piece and there were some left over. After lunch, as we were walking into our office, I notice a very old lady sitting at the back alley, under the hot sun, folding our scrap paper and putting them into a plastic bag. I had a feeling she was gonna collect all the paper and send them to the rag-and-bone man to earn some money. It was 30 degrees outside today and seeing her sitting there, with 1 arm in a cast, broke my heart. I smiled at her and immediately knew what I had to do.

I went upstairs, took the left over Delimanjoo and send it down to her. Speaking to her in my weak Cantonese, I told her that my mother baked those cakes and I would like her to have them. She was so sweet and told me to offer to my colleagues and the cleaning lady first.

No old people should have to suffer like that. It was such a hot day, they should be sitting somewhere, having a cup of tea, relishing about old times and listening to old music. I wonder whether she has any family, any children. Why would her children allow her to be as such? I'm no fillial daughter I admit. I don't give me mother money now that I'm working (because I don't even have enough for myself). But I would never in my life allow my mother to reduce to such destitute. How would I live with myself?

How does her children live with themselves?

I also suddenly thought about my own grandmother. I really don't think life has been unfair to her. Sure, she had worked as a a-mah to an Cauasian family during WW2 and had to marry my grandfather out of no choice (because he wanted to save her from the Japanese Troops) and became my grandfather's second wife. She has had quite a blessed life
- My father although don't talk to her. Pulled her out of my grandfather house and warned him not to ever hit my grandmother.
- He lived with her most of his married life and gave her allowaance every month even til now when he is no longer working.
- When my father decided to move out with us (mom n his daughters), he made sure my grandmother had a new flat to live with my aunt.

But it seems sometimes that my grandmother thinks that she is the most worse off person in the whole wide world. She is like our loan shark, every month, on the dot she will call and chase for her allowance. Which she doesnt even need cos she doesnt leave the house, and 3 meals are provided for by my aunt who cooks for her.

The questions of life.

Nokia Appreciation Dinner and the NEW MAZZY!

Rain poured down yesterday evening. Heavily. But it didn't bother the 5 good friends who sat at Marriot's Crossroad cafe, having a sumptous buffet dinner which their chair woman very generously paid for. (THANKS!)

It was cold no doubt and with 1 sick and 3 suffering from headache, you would have thought that the night was going to spent simply enjoying a quiet dinner together. But quiet was no to be. Jokes sparks and laughters flews, this 5 ladies talked the night away and before they knew it, it was nearing 11pm. The buffet line had long been closed and their teas were cold, yet nothing would dampen their spirits as they talked about work, relationship, health, clothes and everything under the women's sky.

But all great things must come to an end, as 1 lady departed with her knight in a Black Honda. 4 remaining girls, continued til late. And departed in A BRAND NEW METALLIC GREY MAZDA 3!!!!!

25 Days to Christmas

As Christmas approaches, I foresee/realise the following things happen;

1. Advertising becomes so very white and jolly
2. Beer becomes part of the staple diet
3. Christmas caroles can be heard everywhere in all different version you can imagine
4. Diet is thrown out of the window
5. Electricity bills goes up for your home and the country
6. Fondling with your partner in public increases
7. Getting around especially in town takes double the usual time
8. Hickys can be seen on everyone
9. I love you becomes the most common phrase
10. Jackasses will break up with their girlfriends during this festive period
11.. Kiss. Kisses. Kissing. Kissed!
12. Love is in the air
13. M&Ms will become the most sold chocolates (Look at the decor at Centrepoint!)
14. New Year celebrations will begin prematurely
15. Orgasms will reach an all time high
16. Panick attacks increase as christmas approaches with the rush to buy presents
17. Quantity versus quality pervails. Who cares whether its $1000 Dom Perignon or $13 Champagne Valdivieso Demi Sec
18. Roving eyes everywhere as women get all dressed up
19. Sale Sale Sale Sale!
20. Telecommunications yields more profits and network jams on X'mas Day 2359hrs
21. Unity amongst all ethnicity and gender as everyone holds hands and countsdown to X'mas
22. Vodka is the no.1 selling hard liqour (if it isn't already)
23. White Christmas will be depicted everywhere with the snow and foam machines
24. X-rated home movies is also on the rise with the amount of drunkards.
25. Yodele will be attempted by everyone (particularly me)
26. Zoo starts promotions of a Christmas countdown with the Animals!

With all the A-Z activities, we are all assured of a exciting Christmas at least!!!!

Cheers.

I wanna get in the action II

5 Random Facts About Me

V. I ALMOST played ball for Singapore, but I rejected them and joined the Army to defend the Nation. Higher calling...

IV. I don't drink, nor gamble...

III. I am pretty lazy, and I can sleep whole day. yes, whole day.

II. I used to HATE sharing food and drinks... Dont even drink from other people's bottle. Cant accept the idea of passing saliva and germs....Not anymore though... All water bottles look the same in the army, and don't share food = no food.

I. I like to read news paper, but never have the time to sit down and finish it....


(ok, now for the Q&A)
Q: When you look at yourself in the mirror, what is the first thing you look at?
A: My ever growing love handles.... sigh...

Q: How much cash do you have on you today?
A: Well, I HAD quite a bit, before spending it on food and more food... so, now left like only less than 50...

Q: What's a word that rhymes with 'test'?
A: I refuse to answer that. How does answering that makes u know me better?

Q: Favourite plant?
A: None. I dont even like eating veggies.... I eat it only because I need a balanced diet.

Q:Who is the fourth person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
A: 96340073. Dunch know who...

Q: What is the main ringtone on your cell phone?
A: Normal ring ring tone...got image to upkeep. And the image is... I AM BORING. haha

Q: What shirt are you wearing?
A: A shirt my sister bought for me from thailand... and I am using it as PJs cos its a little oversized... (yes, its THAT big)

Q: Do you label yourself?
A: xiaohei / blacks

Q: Brand of the shoes you are currently wearing.
A: Do you wear shoes to sleep? I dont.

Q: Bright or dark room?
A: Dark room. so i can sleep. haha.

Q: What were you doing at midnight last night?
A: Midnight... yes you guessed it, sleeping... more like dozed off watching liverpool won against Man City. and Crouch didnt score (so whats new)

Q: Do you ever click on 'Pop Ups' or banners?
A: No...

Q: What's a saying that you say a lot?
A: What you wanna do today ah?

Q: Who told you they love you last?
A: Eck and I returned the gesture

Q: Last furry thing you touched?
A: Vicky...

Q: How many drugs have you done in the past three days?
A: Panadol. Just had em today. splitting headache. And answering these questions aint helping.

Q: How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
A: None.

Q: Favourite age you have been so far?
A: 1. Cant remember much of it. No stress, no worries.

Q: Your worst enemy?
A: myself. I am my worse critic.

Q: What is your current desktop picture?
A: Me and baby at my ex-cadets commissioning parade.

Q: What was the last thing you said to someone?
A: "then put what?"

Q: If you have to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret?
A: Million bucks. Who in the right frame of mind would choose the latter?

Q: Do you like someone?
A: Yes.

Q: The last song you listened to?
A: Cant remember, but theres one thats playing in my head now, the one by Delta Goldrem and Bryan Mcfadden.....

I'm afraid of losing my touch

Haven't written a poem in a long time.

Today Im sick, I want to puke
I never met a man name Luke
I miss my babe, he's now at work
Bedok camp is where he lurks
My mum is starting a business soon
Im sure she is over the blarrdy moon
My dad that night went gaga
When he realise the price of my new sofa
E-Chiing's Apple crashed yesterday
It can't be fix and its not okay
E-Lin is coming home next week
I hope for the her the weather's not bleak

I wanna get in on the action

5 Random Facts About Me

5. My closest of all closest friends calls me Horny Toad, though I much prefer Horny Dog

4. When watching TV, I really enjoy plucking hair ie, armpits, leg or eyebrows

3. Secretly, I really don't mind being my boyfriends 'xiao nu ren'.

2. I control my eating during the weekdays but weekends I binge, thats why I can never lose weight

1. I have found my One. My True One. My Only One.

When you look at yourself in the mirror, what is the first thing you look at?
My eyes, I love them!

How much cash do you have on you today?
About $50 cos I went to withdraw some

What's a word that rhymes with 'test'?
rest, best, lest, inCEST

Favourite plant?
no plant..not a mother nature person

Who is the fourth person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
6278 2513, I dunno who issit

What is the main ringtone on your cell phone?
Tarzan screams

What shirt are you wearing?
nothing...racer back

Do you label yourself?
Like I said earlier, Horny Toad. HT. I'm also know famously as ECK.

Brand of the shoes you are currently wearing.
huh? I'm home...im wearing feet

Bright or dark room?
bright....to see the curves on my body

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Role Playing. Bondage. SM....you name it, we did it

Do you ever click on 'Pop Ups' or banners?
no...eew

What's a saying that you say a lot?
eeto (when i'm thinking)....Nani (when someone calls my name)

Who told you they love you last?
Blacks and I returned the gesture

Last furry thing you touched?
My smelly dog

How many drugs have you done in the past three days?
1. Trinordiol

How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
huh? Aren't we living in the digital era

Favourite age you have been so far?
currently, 23. this year.

Your worst enemy?
noone lah

What is your current desktop picture?
Me and my baby blacks blacks

What was the last thing you said to someone?
Can you please hold on to your dog? She's going nuts

If you have to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret?
million la...with a million who cares about regret!

Do you like someone?
of course...i not only like...i LLLUUURRRVVVE

The last song you listened to?
Dunno cos the interference on the radio was so bad

It's been a while

I just realise that it's been a while since I blogged anything normal, ie, what I did, my thoughts and stuff. So think I wanna take a break from the STORY and blog about me and capt blacks.

Blackie has been really busy lately. He just completed some exercise thing which required him to do overnight duties quite a bit so the last 2 weeks we haven't had much time t spend with each other. This current position seem to be very demanding and I think I've seen him happier when he was at OCS. Although at OCS he's also constantly busy but he seem more fulfilled with the work and have more job satisfaction. Now, he is constantly apologising to me for not being able to spend enough time with me and telling me that his current work is very crucial and he really needs to focus.

Just to make a public reassurance,
Baby, I understand. Don't have to apologise for working late and stuff. I understand, or at least I try very hard. Whatever it is, I'm supporting you all the way and will be your listening ear even though I don't understand ok? Anyway, you work hard now and I'll get my Vera Wang wedding gown right? Hiak Hiak. Nonetheless, I love you. MUACKS!

I just started a new job. Actually this is my 3rd week already. Its a far cry from what I was doing at PICO with reference to the working hours (almost strictly 9-6), scope of work (*yawn*) and working procedures (better SOPs). I'm not sure whether I like to or I am suited for the job yet. Will keep you updated.

It's been a while

I just realise that it's been a while since I blogged anything normal, ie, what I did, my thoughts and stuff. So think I wanna take a break from the STORY and blog about me and capt blacks.

Blackie has been really busy lately. He just completed some exercise thing which required him to do overnight duties quite a bit so the last 2 weeks we haven't had much time t spend with each other. This current position seem to be very demanding and I think I've seen him happier when he was at OCS. Although at OCS he's also constantly busy but he seem more fulfilled with the work and have more job satisfaction. Now, he is constantly apologising to me for not being able to spend enough time with me and telling me that his current work is very crucial and he really needs to focus.

Just to make a public reassurance,
Baby, I understand. Don't have to apologise for working late and stuff. I understand, or at least I try very hard. Whatever it is, I'm supporting you all the way and will be your listening ear even though I don't understand ok? Anyway, you work hard now and I'll get my Vera Wang wedding gown right? Hiak Hiak. Nonetheless, I love you. MUACKS!

I just started a new job. Actually this is my 3rd week already. Its a far cry from what I was doing at PICO with reference to the working hours (almost strictly 9-6), scope of work (*yawn*) and working procedures (better SOPs). I'm not sure whether I like to or I am suited for the job yet. Will keep you updated.

Chapter 4

In the next couple of weeks, as Julia physical wounds heal, Viggo noticed she has slowly turned her emotional pain into anger and the desire for revenge. She had began training her body, running every morning and evening. Yet, at night when she sleeps, she still suffers from nightmares of the night she 'died'.

Viggo is also beginning to be more and more attracted to her and her to him. He no longer sleeps on the couch alone, but beside her in the bed, putting his arms around her everytime she has a nightmare. Julia can't help it but feel a sense of physical attraction to Viggo.

'Good night. I'm going off to bed. Don't sleep too late too yeah?' Julia said as she made her way upstairs.

As she was about to drift off to sleep, she felt Viggo's body lying down to rest as well, turning his body the way. Julia turned around and in the spur of the moment, she wrapped her arms over his body and whispered 'Thank you.'

Viggo turned, surveying Julia's face. Her sadden eyes, her lips. He lean forward to kiss her passionately. Taking his chances, he gently stick his tongue and her mouth. She returns the gesture. Viggo takes a deep breath, ran his hand down her back and pulled her to his body. He let out a little moan, feeling her supple breast pressed against his body, she gave a little moan feeling the hardness of his manhood. Removing her clothes, Viggo kissed her neck, her chest, her breast, running his tongue down her body and into the belly button, he continues to kiss her inner tighs, her calves and feet and ending at her most sensitive area. Julia arcs her body and moans in ecstasy. He was sure a gentle lover. Viggo then thrust his erection into her, gently pulling away before thrusting back in. Warm, wet and so tight, Viggo closes his eyes and immerse himself in pleasure. They hardly knew each other, yet their movements are in such compatible rhythmic motions. Viggo thrust harder and faster, his breathing heavier and Julia's moan got louder. He lets out a final groan and hears Julia's cries of pleasure. They reach the destination together.

Julia and Viggo spent the next 3 months in 'marital bliss'. They spent mornings in bed making love, getting up only to have lunch, do some chores and in the evening, they would take long walks into the field and cuddle under the blue sky. Julia oftened wondered why Viggo never went to work but he brushed it off by saying he's a long distance truck drive who can earn a good living everytime he goes on 1 trip. Viggo in turn asked Julia to forget about Vince. Forget about what he had done to her and just live happily with him. Julia never gave a reply.

Chapter 3

In the midst of the darkness, Julia stumbled onto the patio of a old house. She saw a blurry figure of a man. Terrified but exhausted, she collasped into the arms of the stranger.

Who is this lady? The stranger peered out into the darkness and is puzzled by the whereabouts of Julia. He listened to her terrified murmurs during her restless sleep, he knew something horrible must have happened to her. What could have happened? Who would want to harm someone as beautiful as she is? He ran his eyes down her curvaceous body and he had a pang of anger towards the person who could have cause her so much pain. Viggo couldn't explain how he was feeling except he wanted to take this woman in his arms and shield her from all the vices of the world.

Julia finally woke up, 2 days later, she surveyed the room she was in and wondered where she was and how she got here. The gashes she had on her hands were bandaged up and the tattered clothes she was in replaced by a men's shirt and shorts.

'I'm sorry. I took the liberty of changing you out of those dirty clothes and bandaged your arms. I hate to sleep in dirty clothes, don't you?'

Julias' eye shot up and saw a man standing at the doorway. She scoured to the corner of the bed, fearing she had ran away from 1 trouble into another.

'I'm sorry, didn't mean to startle you. I'm Viggo. You collasped on my doorstep 2 days ago...' Viggo said as Julia scrutnised him. He's scruffy with his unshaven beard and longish hair. Yet, he's neat and handsome. Standing at the doorway with sincerity in his eyes, a pair of tight boot cut jeans and a shirt 1 size too small, Viggo as he calls himself, doesn't seem like a bad person. Awaken from her reverie, she notice he was no longer standing at the doorway. Julia crawled out of bed and went out of the room. Smelling the fragrant smells of bacon, sausages and eggs, she realised how hungry she was.

'You must be hungry. Come down, have some eggs and bacon'

Julia chomp down the food without chewing but nearly choked when she saw the news bulletin about the search party calling off the search for her and her 'destitute' husband calling out for her. She also realise Viggo's eyes on her, it looks like he finally realise why he found her so familar.

'Please don't call the police. I'll leave immediately if you are afraid of trouble.' Julia pleaded.

'No. Stay. Please. But....could you tell me what happened?' Viggo probed with caution.

Julia burst out in tears, she has neither the answers or an explanation. She doesn't understand why her husband of 3 years want to kill her for money. Suddenly, she felt body heat. Viggo had rushed over and embraced her. Julia wanted to struggle and break free, yet, it felt so warm. So comforting. So safe.