Note: The main star is NOT my sister

Feels like my blog has turn itself into a pet zone so whoever has pets to show off. Just send them to me! This handsome thing is BooBoo's dog call Spot Spot. Note the trend of repeatitive name? Anyway I was being "forced" by my sister to put this picture up. In exchange I can put up the other picture of us wearing the SKII mask which made us look like monster. I am still contemplating whether I want to do that. So anyway this is Spotspot...So cute and cuddly and his fur is so soft unlike my 2 monsters at home. Although the grass is not always greener on the other side. Its definately greener for me when it comes to dogs.

Anyway i am currently suffering from rotator cuff injury. For more information visit: http://www.mayoclinic.com/invoke.cfm?objectid=19EFBA2D-8046-47F0-BA265F0E5A590A78

So my shoulder hurts like hell and I have very limited movement. Is this what it means by aging?!?!?! It sucks!

Can You Spot the Odd????

SPOT THE FOCKER!!!!

Our first Christmas

Since this is my personal blog, I am gonna say WHATEVER I want to say without anyone giving me shit about it. Firstly I wanna say what a fantastic christmas I have had this year. Although it wasn't a flashy christmas. We didn't go to any party or celebrate in anyway whatsoever. In fact, blackie and I were asleep by 12.30am! But nonetheless, I spent my christmas with THE MAN. What more could I ask for. On Christmas day itself, Blackie, Er-Jie, Booboo and I went to cineleisure to watch Kung Fu Hustle. (Great show by the way go catch it. ). We had a marvellous time. I ran into Wenqiang who still looked the same, tall and thin, Fabian who has ballooned a bit and Zhihao whom I think don't really remember me! Also ran into my BRUDDER Shawn Wang. Congratulations on the new girl!!! You deserve to be happy more than anyone else! I love you!!!! Sarah Wee and I think is her boyfriend? So what is a better way to celebrate my Christmas? With Family, Friends and my Lover......

Secondly I would like to take some time and bitch a bit. On Christmas Day, I was invited to a movie by some friends whom decided it would be TOO AWKWARD for me and blackie to join them. In my defense, I would just like to ask whether were they thinking that on christmas day I would leave my boyfriend alone and watch movie with them?!?!?!?! Also, they should have the expectation that I would invite my boyfriend. Anyway, I told them that if it was so, it doesnt matter they can go ahead. I then purposely booked myself on the show at same place. Then I came back home and received a msg online from that friend saying that I shouldn't expect them to entertain my boyfriend. Entertain my boyfriend?!?!?! Its watching a freaking movie! I don't expect anyone to cajoule and make my boyfriend laugh! What's there to entertain about!?!?!?!? Juveniles!

Oh well, I guess relationships can be straining on friendships and I guess I can't and I won't please everyone. Importantly I am happy. And I am happy. Besides its Christmas and the New Year is coming. Time of forgiveness and forgetting. I am just gonna forget. Sleep it off. Behold 2005! A New E-Ying is arriving.

Friendships and Relationships

Isn't friendships an absolutely marvellous thing to have? Good friends are always there for you. Girlfriends always know what you are thinking and are fantastic shopping pals. I'm not one who knows a lot of people and have many friends. But the small social network I have is one that I treasure. Having the most immediate circle consisting of Jessie, Huiru and Audrey. 4 of us are really different yet somehow we are such good friends and have been so for the last 7 years. Jessie is the nonsense one who has brain the size of whatever and whoever that has a big brain. She is the one I go to to have no holds barred conversation. Huiru is the one you'll go to for help with ur arts stuff. She is the well read one whose GP is pretty good. And Audrey is the one I go to for serious advice. She subtlely gives you open ended advice that makes you think and ponder. I dunno what role I play for them but I wonder how can 4 such different people come together and been friends for the past 7 years? To the girls who are reading this, I love each of you to death and will always be there for you as you guys have been there for me.

People who know me well will tell you that I am happier as a couple. Maybe thats why since I started dating, I havent been single for longer than 6 months. I love being an "us". Especially now with MY Captain Tay. But what defines a good relationship? Do you seek happiness or as my da-jie say hopes that the partners helps you to be a better person? In the past month, I have come across a friend who is going to be a father, a friend who is "in like" with a guy and an accquaintance who is in an abusive relationship. I hope at whatever stage of a relationship you are, you are happy. Truly happy.

Here I want to thank Xiaohei. For you are one who accepts all my flaws, love me unconditionally, takes great care of me and you have become my best friend. Muacks. I love you.

My love for all things Japanese

Japanese technology is nothing but simply fantastic. 4 of us didn't really know what was going on when we took this series of pictures but we had such good fun. Almost everyone is back from overseas and its great. Even my bestest friend Jessie is home for a while.

Thank you Jessie

Thank you Jessie for this lovely belated birthday present

Just in case people dunno, this is a belly stud in the shape of a butterfly

Its absolutely FANTASTICO!

black's dog

this is my dog. his name is bobo. he is white with light brown patch. he has big eyes. and very cute. he likes to run around like a mad dog. i like him very much.

Our Chilli Crabs

Saturday night we had some fun

I deep fried some yummy buns

Blackie cooked 6 delicious chilli crabs

Which I help to kill and wrap

Here's the picture for you to see

Drool you shall but do not pee!

Spot the differences

For people out there with siblings; Sibling relationship is the longest relationship you will ever have. So treassure and make the most out of it! I'm glad my sisters are my closest and 2 of my bestest friends!

From left: E-Lin (Dajie), E-Ying (Xiao Mei), E-Chiing (Erjie)

Can you guys spot the following differences;

1. The colour tone variation
2. The smile variation
3. The hair colour andd style variation
4. OBVIOUSLY the height variation...hehe

I wonder why some people still think me and my erjie still look like twins...we obviously look so different!!!???

Look at my new dog...Floppsy

This is my new dog floppsy. She has white socks as ears.....

Lovely Legs......Colour Difference

Look at the colour difference of the lovely legs....Im so digusted with myself.....

Thank you baby

Just wanna say a big thank you to my baby for taking care of me the past couple of days. It has been tiring for you I'm sure. Thanks for turning up and watch me play ball and gimme foot/calf/thigh/waist/wherever-it-hurts-me massage. Thanks for doing laundry for me and knowing that I am tired, didnt wake me up till she has folded all the clothes, thanks for changing my phone battery for me. Thanks for everything, thanks for being in my life. muacks. Sorry we didnt get to do much this weekend due to the matches. Its hard for me with my dad and all, but you put a smile on my face and made everything easier.... you're simply da best!

quote for the week/month (whichever it applies)
"To love and lost is not to love at all,
to learn and not to apply is not to learn at all
to eat and not shit is to constipate".

black

Bruise  

The Phatom Players

Can you spot the Blackman??????

My Aging Process

Thats my mum on my right and her mum my grandma on my left. My predicted path towards aging....Recently people have been saying that I am begining to look like my mum...And I wonder if thats a good thing. I used to be called a direct photocopy of my dad and I get really piss because it meant that I look like a MAN. Now that I am apparently looking like my mum....Hermmmm. And lets hope i never have to live til Im 92 to see whether I will look my grandma. Well I kinda think her hair is quite nice. It turned white almost overnight and it was like a pugilistic master who "lian gong" until his hair turn snowy white.

So this is my aging path for you. You shall just be my judge whether I will age gracefully. =)

Destineeeeeee

Its a known fact. Women love diamonds. Even the most testoterone driven women. Well I am a woman...and I love diamonds. Blacks and I went to see Josephine (His second sister) yesterday at Lee Hwa Parkway where she works and before we know it, I was trying on diamond rings consisting destinee diamonds....

PS: to all my guy friends who are thinking of proposing to your respective significant other...see Josephine Tay at Lee Hwa Jewellery (Parkway). She really knows her stuff.....heheheheheh

for more information visit: www.leehwa.com.sg or www.destinee.be

Apparently, I have weird fingers....normally as I was told ladies left 4th finger is 1 size smaller than the right. Mine is about 2...My left is 13 and my right is 15. All the years of cracking my knuckles and fingers has really ruin everything!!! But the trying on of rocks are sooo fun!!!!!! I got the learn about clarity and cut and caret (more overwhleming then uni). And my necklace for the first time in years got a polish and it is clean and shiny now!!!!

Came home and blacks and I had the most serious of chats. Apparently he was very surprise that I talked about marriage and getting married so candidly with his sister. I din even notice anything. Made me think of a few things and told him some things that has been on my mind for a while. One of the things I thought about was that as much as I am against it, in Singapore it is inevitable not to get married because of a flat. Unless you are either really rich to buy private or have significant spare cash to both rent and save to buy flat when you are ready, it is only economically that 2 people get married partly because of a flat. Hence, I have made up my mind, I just hope if blacks wanna marry me, it wun just because of a flat. He said of course not. I believe him.

Though, the question remains in my head is that, how does one know when they are ready to get married? Although I still strongly feel that marriage is simply a celebration of a union and the government's way to encourage having children so we don't go into too mature a population. But it is still penning your signature, confirming your hopefully lifetime union, announcement of the union and for the ladies, changing your last name. When and how do you know when you are ready? Obviously age no longer mean anything because people marry at all sorts of age these days, from 15 - 50. But how do you know? Especially in this modern world where "til death do us part" doesn't mean a whole lot. Does one simply make a committment without much thought? Or are we all simply conforming to society where couples thrive and singles are often left out?

soo sexy 

Our inability to read Japanese

I am seriously going to master Japanese. Blacks and I went to Junction 8 yesterday and saw this "picture hut" place for you to take all this neoprints (are they still called that?) and decided to go in and take one...since my FRINGE we havent taken a picture together. Our inability to read Japanese made us choose wrongly first by going into the booth where they print stickers instead of cards and made us choose lousy background designs and only printed like 1 shot after taking 6. Although the Japanese words were in katakana (Japanese characters for direct english translation) I would have to be there for at least 40mins before I can finish reading everything. I WANT TO MASTER MY JAPANESE!!!!

Day 2 in Singapore and I am going through the first weel of transition. Going from student to unemployed...the transition is giving me all sorts of emotions. Although I am still in the unpacking mode. I also am wondering what I am going to do now. I have began my mad frantic of looking for a job which I just realise is not as easy as I think!!!! Lucky blacks din have to worry about this when he graduated....But I am enjoying Singapore. For a modern liberal cosmopolitan woman that I like to see myself, I really quite enjoy the stifling Singapore. The hustle and bustle. The weather (mebbe becos so far it has been good). The food of course and the pace of life. Probably the only thing I really miss is the fresh air in Perth especially. The breath of air with no carbon monoxide in it. The lightness of the air. But well, you cant always have the best of both worlds.

Just realise that blacks and I are quite boring a couple...at least Im sure we are to outsiders. Saturday night and we spent most of it at home. He got of work at 3 then went to visit his dad in the hospital...dinner at bishan (chicken rice! but Ive tasted better)...walk around at Junction 8 a bit then went to his place and watch telly. Not the "happening" couple that goes out clubbing and all..hehehe....I AM ONLY 22!!!!!!

But watched a really interesting documentary about Singapore men and Singapore women and Vietnamese Brides. It featured this 33 year old guy who married a Viet bride after 1 week of meeting her and this Singaporean Indian fella who married Singapore wife after 8 years of courtship. The first relationship the women does everything, cooking washing etc. The 2nd relationship its the husband that cooks and stuff. Then there are the men who complain about how demanding and picky Singaporean women are. WHO ISNT??? For men, they want the looks and body so that they can flaunt their girlfriend/wife. For women, we want the stability so that we can have a better life. Personally, its wrong to scrutinize the Singaporean women as such because I think women from most if not all the developed countries would be liddat. As countries become more affluent and the people are more and more educated, it is only inevitable that women and men becames more "demanding" when seeking a soulmate (I would say partner/spouse but the words sounds so corny). Taking China women for example, at one point they were the "hot brides" to get, but as China becomes more economically powerful and the people are more affluent and educated. Overnight, these China women are no longer interested in simply being a WIFE. If Singaporean women are demanding and picky, then so are the men! They want a beautiful woman with a mind of her own but stress that she shouldnt express herself so often and yet be able to cook and do household chores AND tolerate living with in-laws AND care of his parents. For the 2 relationships they featured, they showed the guy and his viet wife watching telly and there seem to be no love b/w them, they sit on opposite ends of the couch and simply watch telly. WORSE, the wife actually said that when they first got married, she din know him and din love him, now she loves him a litte. Doesnt it sound like empathy/sympathy love? WORST! The man's criteria for a wife is she must be able to care for the house and his parents...whats the difference then with getting a maid?

Whatever happened to the traditional fall in love and choosing to be together?

It really makes me appreciate what blacks and I've got. And as I sit here in front of my computer and watch him sleep (dozed off while reading newspaper), I thank whoever you believe for having him. His is my big black angel from somewhere.

PS: I hope you guys can see the picture of him sleeping.....Im feeling so in love and watch him sleep...."SOOOO" sexy.....hehehhe

Go catch the thief that stole the chicken

Here is a story. Allow me to set the scene for you. Here's a farmer, who with his lovely wife, has a son and a daughter. They lived happily, contented with what they have. One day, the son discovered that one of their chicken was stolen! He ran to his dad and went,"Dad! Dad! One of our chicken was stolen!"

Dad replied,"Well son, the go find the thief who stole the chicken." and sent the son away. The son thought, well, we actually have a lot more chicken. So, whats ONE chicken to us anyway? With that thought, he decided to bugger all with finding the thief.

The next day, one of their sheep was stolen! as before he told his dad about it, and guess what dad replied? "Son," he said," Go look for the thief who stole the CHICKEN" and sent his son away. The son thought, wait a minute... the sheep was stolen, and dad wants me to find the chicken?? He must be losing it! well, we might have a lot less sheep than chicken, but, bugger, whats a sheep to us anyway. He decided to not do anything about it.

The third day, their daughter was kidnapped!!! The son ran to his father and said,"Dad! Dad, sister was kidnapped!" Do you konw what the father replied? The father said," well son, go find the thief who stole the chicken." This time, the son can take no longer, he retorted,,"DAD!!! ARE U OUTTA YA MIND??? SIS WAS KIDNAPPED!"

Of course the father has his reason. He replied,"If you had found the thief who stole the chicken, the our sheep wouldnt be stolen, and your sister wouldnt have been kidnapped!"

At this juncture, allow me to pose u a question: Where is the mother??? haha, no, seriously, the take away is this. No matter how small or insignificant a wrong doing it, something must be done about it. The remedy action that u adopt, it might be rigtht, it might be wrong. afterall, who are we to judge? BUT if you dont do anything about it, the implications might hit you and it might hit you hard in the future.

Here is another of my principle of life:

Sometimes when one munch on a cookie, one would place a hand under your mouth, hoping to catch the crumps. However, more often than not, u'll find that your hand didnt manage to catch all of it and some of the crumps... well, most of it, were on the floor. Life's a little like this if u ask me. View each single individual crump as a mistake. For every mistake that you observed, every single crump that you caught in your hand, there are countless others that went unnoticed. Therefore, for every mistake, remedy it with your utmost, make sure that it didnt happen again... cos underneath that, there are many more being perpetuated, many more which u cant do a single thing about.

that all folks.

black

In Mel-bong

I hope noone sent out a search party for me as I havent been signing into my blog. Kinda neglected it after my computer has been packed off to Singapore. My last paper on Thursday went ok. It was a little more tricky than I expected but it was a great relieve for everything to be over.

I had the most hilarious time in Utopia on Thursday thanks to Kevin's ultimate selections of songs. I don't think I have ever sang 'cha shao bao', 'ai pia jiak eh eia', 'rasa sayang', 'xiao ren wu de qing chun' and many other funny songs in karaoke in my life. But it was all in good fun and I really enjoyed myself. I really here wanna say a personal and a big big thank you to aileen for being soo thoughtful and buying us the cake. You really din have to do that. Yours is coming soon too! Hang in there.....

Friday we went strawberry picking and it was really fun for the first 5 mins and then the sun got to me and I got really lethargic. Besides from the fact that I was hungry.

Now I am in Melbourne. Time flies, I am already in my second day in Melbourne. I really dont feel like doing anything expect rest and sleep and sleep and rest. Oh did a fantastic thing today, I had almost an entire rockmelon for breakfast. Hahahah amazing feat.

Here, I wanna pay tribute to another amazing singer added to the list. CASEY DONOVAN. 2004 Australian Idol!!!! You rock!!!! Talent is simply oozing out of ur pores.

last paper..

E-Ying is having her last paper tomorrow and in less than 2 weeks time she will be finally home... My mobile is spoilt, have to use ear piece if not cannot hear... anyway, why do you need to konw all that? Its because of the saying...

"When the river flows from the mountain and into the ocean, there will be fishes...."

*huh??*

black

the sms poem for me!

On march 19 i fell in love,
To a guy who hasnt given me any dove.
He is sweet and he is tall,
He even plays basketball.
His name is black,
But he is no slack.
I love my man and if I can,
I want to be his bumblebee.
I love you baby.
Know how much i love to wake up with something.
Muacks. I'm yours. Forever. You want, you want?

A Tribute

I am in my last week of Uni and would take a min out to pay a tribute to friends in UWA who have touched my life in one way or another.

In alphabetical order;

Aileen: You are my first friend in Uni, my first project mate in MM. Thanks for being so patient with me. I know I can be a handful sometimes. Thanks also for always listening when I need someone to listen and suppering with me (especially Year 1) and I take some blame for your putting on weight. Hehe. Anyway have a good last semester. Study Hard. I'll internet message you from Singapore. Hehehe.

Emily: My favourite housemate. I miss all your tonic soup, your craziness and most of all your company this semester. Our house sooo quiet this semester and I live such an unhealthy lifestyle. No homecook meals and no gym! Thank you for providing me solutions when I run into problem with Xiaohei in the first semester. Muacks! Miss you....hehehehe

Ivan: Yo Bro. You are probably the most "jiang yi qi" male friend. Initially thought you are so helpful because you want to buaya all the women but then realise you are the REAL THING which is quite unreal. Sometimes I wonder why you put up with all the girls because we always suan you. Hehehe. But you are a good hearted decent ah-pek. Enjoy your "conspiracy theories" and your coffee company. I hope you find true happiness.

Kevin: The second half of Navin. Your quick wit never fails to amaze me. Your scarcastic humour towards everyone is subtle yet brutal --> great. Yet, you display a side of tenderness and sweetness towards Nancy that makes me green with envy (especially this semester when XH is in Singapore). Continue to be good to Nancy....or you have plenty of us to deal with....

Kim: My gossip buddy!!!! Hehe I never thought we would be such good friends in such a short span of time but who knows! You are one of the groovist chick who, in a nutshell, COOKS FANTASICALLY! My mahjong, kopi, dinner, clubbing buddy....gonna miss you when I go back. I will go home and brush up my Chinese and Cantonese so you wun be able to laugh at me anymore!!!! Here, I would pay a tribute to Meredith too. Although sometimes I really feel we have a generation gap because you look at us funny when Kim and I laugh at things you totally dun find funny, but you are one funny guy too. But Im admire your intelligence the most. You make me wanna be smart in some way or another.

Nancy: My poly school mate turn UWA friend. This is how small the world is. You are the kind of people I dunno whether to admire or hate. Like dun need to study then always do damn well. Thank god I got a few project do with you...always a good thing. Actually, I wanna say thanks you and Kev (and Im sure I speak for a few people here) for your generosity. You and Kev's big heartedness really touched me and I doubt I'll meet another as generous a couple again. So thanks. Also, just wanna say sometimes I think you sooooooooo swwweeeeettttt it makes my hair stand. Hahahahah.

Parry: Long Live Parry Tan! You are the biggest joker I know man. Always come up with the corniest and funnist jokes like 'where do you find the most corn?'. My word of advice to you is give up the Chinese lah, you speak sound like some ang-moh, you write like primary school. But then again, it makes us laugh so much. Funny is like simply oozing out of your pores. Keeps Yeelee entertain.

Yeelee: The rubbish one that says everyone is so skinny and she is so fat when really she is the stick thin one. I see you as the friend who has a million personality (a good thing. Not the split personality psycho type hor!). There is the studying-yeelee, very no nonsense, 100% focus, study hard and consistent type. The shopaholic yeelee. The caffine free yeelee. The quiet girlfriend of Parry's yeelee. And the most shocking one, the rocker chick kararoke yeelee singing Beyond and Wu Bai. You are really a person to look up to.

I also want to take this opportunity to say thanks to the man who thinks that I am the world's best girlfriend even tho I have been really short with him lately. The man who is so patient with me when I am crabby, makes me laugh when I am upset, lets me cry when I need to let it out and no matter what, continues to hold my hand and continues to love me. Thanks to the guy who fits almost 95% of my prototype. My SAF Captain. My 'Hei-Ren'. My neighbour. My Xiaohei. I know you have been waiting since July 17 for me to finish uni and go home and I finally am. Perth will now forever hold a special place in my heart. But I will truly miss the times we had when we were here. Thanks for being the one who wear his hot short running shorts to seduce me. Thanks for being the one who ask me to accompany him to the computer lab to study. Thanks for coming over to my place and eat my lousy cooking and watch anime with me even though you only did it because you liked me and wanted to spend time with me. Thanks for being the one to make a decent chick outta me. Thanks for being the one. My One. My Only One. *winks*. To make up for all the times we spoke on the phone and I refuse to reciprocrate, I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!!!!.

Last but no least, I want to say thanks to my family who made all this possible. My dad who sponsor. My mother who helped me settle into Perth. My dajie who not only supported me financially at one point, also supported me morally and emotionally and my erjie who constantly talk rubbish with me on the phone. I seriously think our family is dsyfunctional, but normality would have bore me and I wouldnt want any other dsyfunctional family.

My first paper

I finally am over and done with my first paper of my final semester of my uni life. Although it wasn't a lousy paper, it was 3 hours, 180 mins, 10800seconds of non-stop writing. My right hand is broken. Came back had the most wonderful nap and went to floreat to run some errands and breathe some fresh air. I had soup and bread again for dinner but I bought rockmelon partly because Im PMSing and I am craving for sweet stuff and partly because I miss Xiaohei and he loves rockmelon... =(

Coles Saving $2.48 rockmelon

My right hand is also swollen

Sweet and tangy and juicy

My room is still so very messy

3 more weeks and Ill be home

I hope I never get a gnome.

Instant food phobia

Its 12.56pm and I just sat down to study but before I continue, I just want to express my some thoughts and feelings. For the past 2 years as an international student I think I have eaten enough instant food especially instant noodles to contribute significantly to the profit margin of this industry. I probably tried every flavour there is of Chu-qian-yi-ding. Ate 1 entire carton of IndoMee. And had instant mee and every style possible; soup, dry, fried, gravy. Coming towards the end of my student life, I won't miss the food at all. And I just want to say, I will be laying off instant food for a while as of 18th November 2004.

So I hope one day, Maggi, Chu-qian-yi-ding, IndoMee and Nissin will recognise my contribution and give me an honorary award. Or may I be allow to buy their shares and be a shareholder. For from now til 18th November, I shall continue to live with my instant-food-phobia and continue to down instant mee for I don't have much of a choice.

Here, I would also like to enter a plea to people in Singapore especially Tay Kwang Leong. PLEASE FEED ME PROPER NUTRITIOUS FOOD. It doesn't even have to be nutritious. I just want a soup base noodle that is not chicken, seafood, tom yum, curry or spicy seafood...

Hairdryer Catastrophe

I would like to take this opportunity to thank my trusty friends Nancy and Kevin. My hairdryer overworked today and temporarily stopped working for me. In panic-attack mode, I messaged Nancy online to see if they were home and they were. I quickly rush over to borrow their hairdryer and my hair is ok again! Hooray to Navin! Good to have neighbourly friends.

Good Ol' Famosa Bubble Tea with Milk

Bubble Tea

So came dinner time right and I totally had no appetite which is like WEIRD for me. I thought of going to Hungry Jacks (BK in Singapore) and thought ok why dun I just cook. I took out all my ingredients and I thought I have some fun and cook meat patties because I had pork mince that was expiring tomorrow. So i started frying my pork mince..blah blah blah. By the time I finish cook everything, I was so digusted by the amount of oil I had to use to fry the meat patties and I threw everything away! I wanted to puke just thinking of the oil.
Want I really wanted was salad but I dunno where to 'ta-bao' salad. I drove to my trusty Famosa for some good ol' bubble tea....Refreshing. Still not satisfied tho. I really want some salad with french or vinegerette dressing..... Stupid craving.

Bubble Tea at Famosa

Go there for the Samosa

Exam's coming Im so stress

I hope noone touches your ass

Bubble tea with all the pearl

England England all the earl

Bubble tea with milk's the best

It really beats all the rest!

Colonel Sanders

I really really dislike Australia's KFC. I always crave for KFC and when I am done with Australia's KFC, I am totally "tat-shiok" (not shiok enough). And I always wonder why the hell do I bother. The chips are great, the bun is good, the whipped potato is alright but the big disappointment is always the chicken. I miss Singapore!!!!!

I have been craving for junk food

It all because of my funny mood

Went to subi's KFC

My room is damn messy

Eat already fell damn sick

There no strawberries for me to pick

Colonel Sanders is no good

He has really spoilt my mood!

On a more Serious note....

I don't want to only portray a "poetic" image. So I think I wanna talk about my day as well. I have decided to CUT DOWN on my CARBOHYDRATES intake. Whoever told me that too much carbo makes you sluggish is right. I had only 1 packet of INDOMEE today and a bowl of veggie soup and I was powering through the entire afternoon, wasnt even sleepy at all!!! REDUCE CARBO....

Here, I just want to wish my sister a HAPPY ??TH BIRTHDAY!!! Created a poem for you

Happy Birthday to my dearest sister

I'm sorry I havent treated you better

Cos I have nothing for you

And nothing rhymes with you

So here's a corny poem as a present

For my inexcusable absent

I know you miss me

Your surename is wee

This poem is sucky

But you'll like it, if Im lucky

Pigging out

I felt like pigging out today

I have nothing left to say

Nuggets, french fries and some soup

I ate enough for the entire coup

Feel so full now I want to puke

Oh North Korea, please don't nuke

Guilty, upset and feel fat

I've always wanted a tabby cat

This my dinner thats all for now

Because I really feel like a sow

End of First Paper Dinner 

Can Soup and Home-Made Garlic Bread

I have somehow decided to make this into a food thing, seeing how much I love to cook and eat. Din do much cooking today, just heated up some can soup and made garlic bread cos I have a whole loaf of bread that is expiring on 2nd November.

Garlic Bread I made today

I made me made me really gay!

Garlic, butter and some herb

Drivers watch out for that curb!

So thats my bread I wanna share

Im sure it more than you can bear!

I am feeling so much better.....

Went to relieve some frustration by cooking fried rice and came up with a poem

FRIED RICE PARADISE

Today I fried some rice

Im sure its better than nice

My fried rice is tasty

and I am not nasty

My fried rice has everything

Chicken, onions and something

Now I teach you how to cook

And you better bettter look

First the onions and the egg

I am not pulling your leg

Then the chicken and the pea

And then you jump into the sea

For you fry and fry and fry non-stop

and then the floor u have to mop

So try my rice its very nice

and welcome to fried rice paradise!

Oh god, I cant believe how funny I am! I fried 5 tubs of rice as well....Ooooo another 5 meals.

Hormonal Inbalance

Damn exams are making my hormones levels run all over the place. A while I am happy then the next second I am sad and unhappy. Does anyone know how to treat hormonal inbalance? At this current moment, I feel unreasonable. I want to be unreasonable and I feel I deserve to be unreasonable. Although at this current moment I don't mean it, I am sorry to Xiaohei. He is bearing the entire weight of my damn exams stress.

Attended my last and final tutorial of my entire university life. I AM LOST!!!! What am I gonna do now on Wednesday from 9-12, Thursdays from 3-4 and Fridays from 10-11? This is ridiculous! A total upheaval of normality. I simply cannot accept this.

Its 3.20pm, I havent had lunch. Im hungry but I refuse to eat. Dinner will be coming soon. So for the current moment, I shall just be hungry and GRUMPY.

Time to say my piece...

Well, this blog has been up for quite a while now, and I reckon its time to say my bit...
I am spending a whole lot of time in camp, i kinda think I am the security guard of the vacinity. But well... its kinda peaceful at night and it is a nice place to clear thoughts.

Anyway, my involvement in this is just to pop in with an interesting quote or 2 every once in a while... Ying is the more patient of the two of us... she will do the updating. Besides, a simpleton like me normally dont have much thoughts. haha... leave the reflections to the experts... Besides, if I am not allowed to die first, I need to preserve as much brain cell as I can.

Ying is having her exams, and I think this time she is really nervous about it. Not surprising, I mean, after all, this is the LAST exam that she is gonna sit for in her uni life. I have been there, and I tell you, its not a nice place to be in.

Baby, "U KEN DO IT!" dont worry ok? I'm rooting for u back home.

33 more days and counting

Enough said, the first quote that I have for this blog is
"Expect the unexpected, so that when the unexpected comes, its expected "
(love this one during 2/98 GCC. really never know what to expect... )

I think i did a damn smart thing today. I cook s**t loads of pasta and divided them out in 5 meals. Thats my exam brain food. Tomorrow I might take some time out and fry rice portion it out into several portions to. This semester is really taking a toll on my hands. I dun think I have wash and cook so much in my life. Not even when I lived on my own man. My hands are rough and no longer what my sister will call it "cotton wool" palms.  

Last Week of Uni

With almost a blink of an eye, my life in UWA and Perth is coming to an end. I am mixed feelings about it. And am still at a lost at what to do from here. Well, lets not think about it first. First exams, then holiday in Melbourne (can't wait to see my sisters, its been a while since 3 of us share the same country code), then go back into the black arms of my big black man and then PANIC ATTACK. Graduate, unemployed, no life skills, no money. Perfect.

It really din hit me that I am at my last week of Uni until yesterday and yesterday night I got major anxiety attack. My first paper is on monday and I am not sure what to do for that exam. I hyper-ventilated (finally know how does that feels like), I was giddy and I wanted to throw up.

But I shall brave tomorrow first. Prize presentation for Asian Business Context. I will be truthful and say I want to win so badly. But I am trying to conceal it as much as I can. I dun want the money, I want the recognition. Because in our cynical world, i would like to borrow a verse from Nelly's song entitled Number 1;

"I - am - number one, no matter if you like it
Here take it sit down and write it
I - am - number one Hey hey hey hey...
What does it take to be number one
Two is not a winner, and three nobody remembers
What does it take to be number one
Hey hey hey hey..."

Oh well...no use thinking about that too. I just have to deal with reality. Hehehe....

Xiaohei's Sick

2.15am and finally our Strategic Marketing Project is almost done. Phew...finally all my projects are done and ready to submit. Submitted my Asian Studies today. Had a read through before I submit and I think its kinda crap.

Anyway, my baby is sick. I only manage to speak to him briefly twice today. Tried calling him just now at about 1am-ish but noone pick up so I reckon he must be fast asleep. I hope he gets better soon. He must get well and take care of himself so that he can take care of me. I feel a little bad for not being able to be there and take care of him. If only someone invented the teleportation machine already. *bang!* and you are somewhere. Why hasnt anyone invented it? FYI, just want to make it public so that its kinda a legally binding contract. Xiaohei and I have agree on who should die first. He is NOT ALLOWED to die before me. I will die first then he promise to die of a brokenheart. Like machiam act taiwan drama series. But really I won't be able to handle him dying first. Who is gonna take care of me then? Who is gonna talk to me and keep me company? So Baby...take care of urself.

Received a really funny sms from my er-jie. She said that my stupid dog joey ate 'leftover' shit from the previous night and vomitted the next morning or something. It is kinda gross I know..Thinking about it makes me kinda sick.

Suddenly miss Jessie very very much. We talked about the whole topic of marriage and all and I hope somewhere in the near future I hear wedding bells ringing for her. I AM TO BE THE BRIDESMAID K!!!??? Well, she will be mine bridesmaid should I have any...how many should I have?

To ponder upon that question, I decided to go to bed now and think about it deeply....

Muacks baby!! Call me tomorrow k!?

Japan Hour! 

First Entry

Blacks and me decided to start this blog also dunno for what. Although we are in different country at the moment, we talk everyday. So there is basically nothing that I do in my day that he won't know. Anyway this is something for him to read and then add his quotes...then when we accumulate enough qoutes and ideologies, we will publish a book.

I reckon lets start with a little history. Blacks and I have been dating since March 19th...so we have been together for about slightly more than 7 months. Friends will know that we are going great. I am really in love / lust...etc....We first met when he came back in summer to work on this thesis. First thought was "Woah....got people so tall so black or not!?!?!!?"....I moved into the flat next to his with my friends Emily and Mel. Smartest thing I did. House is/was crap, who I met and fell for next door was better than great. It wasn't love at first sight at all, but he certainly caught my eye. I actually dun really know how we got to being friends. It has something to do with curry puff I think. But then we got to pretty close friends and then things heated up. So now here we are, set for life? There may be a lot of uncertainty in the world, but I'll bet my money on this. I'll bet my life on this. I miss my baby....he makes me laugh like noone....*sob sob*

Just came back dinner with ying ying...we went to City Garden. When I leave Perth, that is one of the places I will miss man. Food's good....Famosa also...But I wun crave for BBT in Singapore...Its a Perth thing.

Finally finish my Asian Studies essay, "Discuss the CMIO multiracialism in Singapore'. I wonder why they ask me to do essays. Its not like I will come up with a totally new concept. I am simply paraphrasing what scholars have research in the past. Sometimes I really dun understand why people bother to study so much. I have mixed feelings about school...not sure whether I really enjoy it.

Anyway better go work on the stoopid SM assignment....Claudia Amonini....u suck!

4.04am

Its 4.04am and I wonder why am I still awake. I just finish with my Strategic Marketing Project. This freaking project is a killer man. So much to do but only 3000 words, is that Claudia Amonini woman crazy??? Luckily, I doing this project with Aileen and Nancy...2 of the best people to do project with and plus they are great friends so we also mix business with pleasure. Heh...

I just spent an hour on the phone just now confusing blacks. I have a suprise planned out for him this coming year end and I am trying my best not to tell what I got for him. But I think he got it just now...I gave such a stupidly obvious hint. Flown in from overseas....stoopid EYING!

Oh I know why I am online, I just took out my contacts after wearing them for about 16 hours, my eyes need to breathe a bit.

A bit hungry at the moment, better go sleep it off. Loggin off now. Hope Blacks make a contribution to this 'couple' blog soon.

To my baby who is fast asleep, I joining u in a sec. Muacks I love you and miss u terribly.

Blacks and E-Ying